About Blugrudge
This website was developed after Joshua passed away from fentanyl poisoning on March 4th, 2025. While in recovery, Joshua started a few projects — one was chronicling his recovery on TikTok under the name Blugrudge. As his family, we continue posting updates as often as we possibly can.
This site is being developed for the drug addict in active addiction, the recovering addict, and their families who might be looking for resources and help. That was Joshua's vision.
As his family, we found that while on our own journey of looking for help for Joshua, it was very confusing and time-consuming. It was while Josh was in recovery that we learned a few things about his addiction to fentanyl and about finding resources to help with his recovery.
Since Josh's passing, we have found ourselves relearning how to live our lives while grieving and mourning — sort of like being in recovery ourselves. Joshua was on a mission to help save one soul at a time from this awful fentanyl epidemic. We are on a mission to educate recovering addicts, addicts in active addiction, and their families, and to offer resources and coping mechanisms to help bring families back together. That was Joshua's vision for Blugrudge.
